i know i know i know.
its only been one day, actually it hasnt even been one day but to be honest this quarter of the day wasn't the best i've ever had.
i go to see some people, but not enough. and i really didnt get to do what i wanted to but thats life. im still frustrated and i dont know what to do. i ended up at the north shore around midnight.
i was upset i guess and wasnt paying attention when i was leaving manoa and got on the freeway going west instead of east and just kept going. when i past school i realized i didnt know where i wanted to go so i decided to go straight. i ended up on the likelike and went to kahalu'u and just kept driving all the way to the north shore. it only seemed right to go to kaneohe since that was really my only plan tonight. it was a long silent drive. i dont know what i thought i would find, but i definitely didnt find anything there but ice deals and potheads. while i was driving home i was hoping to come to some sort of conclusions but nothing really stuck. now im home and tired but cant sleep. i dont want to go back to California but honestly i dont want to be right here right now. dude, i need my friends. bad.
i dont feel comfortable in my own home. i cant sleep in my room cuz the fish tank my sister just got is too loud so im in the living room on the couch. i spent about 20 bucks on food tonight ( and somehow still havent really eaten anything. im hoping tomorrow will be better.
really im just full of complaints. sorry. whatever.
call me tomorrow lets go out. im chilling with fam during the day but im free during the night.
i should sleep. hopefully im not up much later. i love you guys.
ps: good luck to everyone who hasnt taken their finals yet... im not so consumed in my own retarded depression to forget about you guys.
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i'm sorry love. that's fucked up. i wish you had a better night, but it'll get better i promise. you know how i can promise that? because i'll be home in 109 hours and i'm gonna make sure you have an awesome break! we will eat and have fun! go hiking and sleep. barbecue and eat some more. go to the beach and if i can find a bike i will go with you in the mornings. we are gonna have a stupendous break! btw, i love how you can make me laugh even though you aren't having a good day. i love you! call me if you wanna talk or tell me stories or anything, i'm here for you.
i love you! take care.
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