Monday, January 26, 2009

short update

my life here kinda exploded this weekend...

realized i didnt like katie but she fell for me. i broke things off
katie then told shara (her best friend and my best friends girlfriend)that i liked her. which is true but irrelevant.

shara confronted ayana( mmy best friend and her girlfriend) about me liking shara and ayana said it was true

now ayana thinks my "more than a crsuh thing for shara is cute
shara and ayana are in a open relationship
katie has a "broken heart"
shara feels fore katie but also thinks our (mine and shara's) ralationship is really important and shara also liked me in the beginning of the year.. stupid jamaica should have said something about likening her before it was too late.

on top of all of that when i needed to talk to someone and ask for legit advice i was again reminded of my lack of importance in certain peoples lives. whatever. im fucking over it, im just trying to hold my life together here if my life back home is falling apart i dont even give a fuck anymore....

im back to the single life and the life of beineg very interested in someone i CAN NEVER HAVE. its funny to move on only to find yourself in a position you should also move on from.

6 comments:

aja said...

wow i haven't commented in a while. okay well. first. i know things are a mess to you but it sounds really comical the way you wrote it. second. i dont care how twisted your shit gets, i know we're not SUPER close friends and i probably wont and never will understand half the things you have to say because youre so fricken deep but seriously you can talk to me. im a decent listener. i gave up on my no-texting-during-class thing so you're NOT completely unimportant to EVERYONE in the world. okay? okay. cool. haha.

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eJAMACAtor said...

lol. it is VErY comical. this kinda shit never happen in real life unless its my life.
totally out of some sort of sitcom right???
so retarded.
and i know you are a good listener. ill take you up on it sometime.
okay? okay. cool. bye

oh and thanks aja. you rock my high socks..which im wearing cuz im cold :p

sommerset said...

so i've heard this story...
but it still seems surreal...
worst than secret life.

anyways, i know that even though
we're making a joke about it, its hard.
i'm always here for you.
i promise!!!

loveyou!

rastr: a rat that eats detergent :P

aja said...

i cannot believe sommerset just made a reference to secret life. whatadork. and she's still inventing her own words.

i had to say it.

sommerset said...

no you idiot... not your love triangle... the bottom of your post. all of your achievements. dork.

thiati: a dog fire dance