so its about 1:30 ish and im laving in 12 hours to go back to the land of education. It hasn't completely hit me and i know this cuz i haven't cried nearly enough....idk. i guess im kinda ready to go back because at least this time i know what to expect, but at the same time i dont really like what im expecting. i dont want to hook up with random people... i dont want to fight with caitlin every other day... i dont want to lose touch with people i love... and i dont want to feel homesick. i understand that i have been given an amazing opportunity but at the same time i dont want to give up the life i have here.
im scared that regardless of how hard i try this quarter is going to be exactly the same as the last, if not worse. i wish i had prepared myself better... oh well. i have to go and pack ill check in again later.
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