Friday, November 7, 2008

4 sleepings pills and a pillow=going to bed

just a simple thought on my mind.....
the only worse than not being able to make someone happy is not being able to exist without making them miserable....
im selfish if i leave, and an ass hole if i stay...

what do i do???
"advice is what you ask for when you know the answer, but wish you didnt..."
is that the case here? it really shouldnt be that simple if you ask me...but idk

2 comments:

sommerset said...

honestly i have no idea. i commented on this just to let you know that i love you and i read your posts. i really do. but i don't know what to tell you. i've given up on giving advice. really, i have. i dont know what to do with my life and maybe i should get that in order before i try to change the world. i love you!

aja said...

how do you KNOW that the other person is miserable because you exist? i think that most of that's a mind game. i mean i could be totally off course here because i've been so out of the loop lately that i dont know ANYONE's whole story, but i think that to just STOP THINKING AND WORRYING is in order. but sommerset's right. who are we to give advice or offer help if we're pretty much just as fucked up? and she's also right about HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU MISS OSORIO.

on another note, i TOLD my mother i'm coming up, if you'll have me. i didn't give her the chance to tell me i couldn't go.