my frist thanksgiving away from home

well it definitely wasnt what i exspected.

lets the list the pros/cons shall we...
okay.

pros..

lots of good food
got to see my brother
wasnt completely alone
got to go shopping

cons...

my body is deteriorating
i cried twice if you dont count the gang fight (dont worry ill explain)
it was cold
i spent the night throwing up
witnessed a gang fight

so yeah we had a FULL spread of delicious food and ate at around 2 then spent the rest of the day watching the house marathon and having out own guitar hero marathon!!! i beat duncan a lot!!! its been great seeing my brother, i've missed him a lot. bleh.

okay so now down to the juicy nitty gritty stuff....
we decided we would go shopping at midnight at this HUGE mall close to stanford which is about an hour away. and while we were there all four of us (me, duncan, tiana, reyn) got separated. while i was standing outside of clares about to go inside these 5 guys in red starts fighting with these 4 Hispanic dudes. i was about a foot away when it started and i was freaking out and i kept trying to move back but people were pushing inwards. and then the started kicking the shit out of these guys and yelling and stuff so somehow i ended up inside of clares, THANK GOD! and blood was just all over the place. needless to say it was probably one of the scariest things situations i've ever been in. after that happened my heart was racing for the next couple hours cuz i was just scared something bad was gonna happen.

and yeah now to the whole getting sick part. first off I DIDNT DRINK ANY ALCOHOL, i actually havent drank anything in a while. but i did take 4 ibuprofen and a celebrex right before i left. i didnt think my stomache was empty cuz i had eaten so much but i guess it was. so that along with being scare basically made me really nauseous and i spent the night basically throwing up. it sucked. belh, im still nauseous and dont want to eat and i have my show tonight and im NOT ready but ill figure it out i suppose.

anyways last night was hard, and im sure tomorrow will be harder. saturday marks 9 years since my grndmother past away and it will be the first time ever that im not in hilo with my family. on top of that its caitlin birthday and i still dont know what to do about that. but again im sure ill figure it out. BLEH.

bye guys. see you all in TWO WEEKS :)))))))